Monday, October 15, 2007

Lack of Motivation

I'm sitting here thinking, I should really start that paper. It's the last paper, the epitome of papers that has to be done. Do I have it started? Nope. This class is my last class towards my Masters and I can't wait to be done. However, I find it very difficult to get motivated for it. I totally wish I had taken this class around the middle of the program and saved a cool literature class for last. I can honestly say that had I taken this class to begin with, I would have thought about dropping out of the program. However, here I am in this class and I dread it. I know the information is important and I'm sure at some point I will need to know how to compile research in the best possible way, I'm just not there right now. I'm hoping my motivation picks up next week at the state's conference for my profession. I can't wait to go and discuss issues with others in my position. It's so great to have the opportunity to network, plus I get to see some classmates from the program that I don't get to see anymore. It is going to be so fun.

On the home front, Mallory is still coughing and coughing. What is with that? I called the doctor today and said she was coughing. The nurse's response, "along with every other child in the office." Therefore, I guess, we just have to let it run its course. It is so painful to hear her cough. You know the cough, the one that sits her up and makes her unable to catch her breath. It scares her. The makers of all cough medicines should be sued by us moms. They are worthless, yet we pay lots of money for them. Plus, we can't just get them any more, thanks to the meth addicts. I was actually carded Saturday trying to buy Triaminic. This made me mad and happy at the same time. You only need to be 18 to buy it. I must have looked young that day.

A few weeks ago, I got together with some very close friends from college. It was so great to see them and they can really brighten up life. I just wish I could see them more often. It's too bad that life gets so busy and we don't go out more often. We should try to establish some sort of scheduled get together every other month or so. Those who can come do and those who can't, that's OK. We just sort of have a calendar of meeting dates and try to get together. Girlfriends are the best therapy and it needs to be done more.

Hope everyone is having a splendid week!

LOL,
CDR

4 comments:

Charlie said...

Bleh, I hated research. But it will be a spectacular feeling when it is over.

Have fun at the conference. I wish I could go. I thought about applying for one of the vendor scholarships, but you had to register BEFORE you could apply... how dumb is that? If I could afford to register, I wouldn't need the scholarship!

Carma said...

Fortunately, my new school paid for the whole kit-n-kaboodle! I didn't even have to beg.

Make sure you check out Marcia's blog about the conference. I get to add to it during MAME, very cool! Shelley is adding as well. Here is the link: http://themarciaproject.blogspot.com/

Anonymous said...

I wish we could get together more often too! Let's really try to come up with a schedule...like the first saturday of every other month or something...going a year without seeing you is just too long!!
Cat

Carma said...

I'm so excited that your comment finally posted. Let's work on a date in January, March, and May. If we set them up, they are there. We can choose different locations if you want also.
Love ya!