Sunday, November 19, 2006

On the mend, YEAH!

It's been a busy week, but little M really seems to be getting better. She is even taking a nap today, which didn't happen yesterday. Her little cough is much better and the runny nose has almost stopped entirely. Now, we must knock on wood because I mentioned that things are going well and with Thanksgiving coming and nieces and nephews around, this will probably all go to heck in a handbasket.

In other news, R and I decided it was time to update our phones. We went to the Sprint store yesterday and got brand new phones, FOR FREE. That was the best thing. We got really cool phones and paid nothing. Mine is pink, which is just fun. They also have cameras which is very cool because I took a picture of M and made it my screen saver.

For those of you who know me best, you know that having M was not the easiest for R and I. We are so fortunate for our doctors and how helpful they were to us. After trying for eight years and then finally having such a super little girl, we can't deny we chose the right path. Here we are two years later and I still keep hoping that our "boys" and "girls" would play nice. I even had a dream about it last night and I hate that. Why in the world would I now have these hopes again? I know the medically speaking, it isn't going to happen that way, but it just breaks my heart that M can't be a big sister. She is so amazing and I want another adorable little one to love. I know that there are women in far worse situations that we are, but it doesn't hurt any less. I'm surprised that I've been feeling this way because I really haven't thought about it since M was born or even before. Must be my "clock" is ticking or something and it's pissing me off. Anyway, just had to vent.

Congrats to my friends D and G who will be able to see their little girl before the end of the year. They have been waiting a long time. R and I are very excited and happy for you.

Take care and LOL,
CDR

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